I am a 40 year old woman who has been unwell from the age of 17.

6 years ago my problems became significantly neurological.  This year I met my first Neurologist and the testing began.

I wanted to write about how I feel during the limboland phase.  If I can just reach someone, make them smile or nod their head in agreement, that will make me happy.

limboland is hell.  You know something is very wrong but cannot prove it.  Living everyday struggling but trying to hide it so you don’t hear for the hundredth time, ‘it’s just anxiety’.

I fear loss of lives next time I hear anxiety, stress or anything else for that matter.



3 Responses to “About”

  1. Meg Lewellyn June 2, 2013 at 11:30 pm #

    I was diagnosed in 2007 – but finally started the blog that I have been writing in my head since the day I got “the news.” (also wrote a book but that will be the NEXT project.) I found your blog while doing some research for a post I am working on, and love it. I would love to add you to my Blog Roll, but having had a woman contact me last week “demanding” that I take her blog off because she didn’t approve of my sense of humor (or lack of class as she put it) I figured I would start asking first. Fully get that it is MY blog and I can put what ever I choose on it, but would rather NOT endorse someone that doesn’t like me or what I have to say.

    • samotter72 June 3, 2013 at 10:55 am #

      Thank you for your lovely comment!
      I always feel pretty unconfident everytime I post, so thank you 🙂
      I am happy for you to add me to your blog roll. Oh dear, there was no need for her to say that, how rude!! My sense of humour is quirky and always present. I don’t know what I would do if I lost that!
      I love the bhh. The shoe thing is bugging me right now, hair – my big big hate, it is fine and never behaves. Boobs, no probs there, don’t have any worth noting!! My husband wishes they were bigger but he likes anyway 😉

      • Meg Lewellyn June 3, 2013 at 4:49 pm #

        At the moment, feel as if I have LOST my BBH a bit…well at least the H. I have had the SAME haircut for the last 10 years and NO desire to change it, BUT because money is SO tight (single parent thing isn’t ALWAYS great when you have to say NO to the kids request to go to the movies – kinda sucks:) I have been getting hair cut a lot less frequently and then my car broke down. It’s been in the shop for a month! So my hair is longer than it has been in a REALLY long time and looks like shit. Need to get my H back!!!!:)

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